Total pages in book: 76
Estimated words: 73476 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 367(@200wpm)___ 294(@250wpm)___ 245(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 73476 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 367(@200wpm)___ 294(@250wpm)___ 245(@300wpm)
Beau nuzzled my neck. “You’re not going to forget this lesson, are you?”
I shook my head without looking at him or making a sound.
“You’re going to feel it for a while. Tomorrow, while you’re at the shop, you won’t be able to stop thinking about your punishment. I want you to wear a jockstrap so you’ll feel the rough fabric of your coveralls rubbing against your sore ass as you move around.”
I turned my head to the side and finally looked at him. “Damn, Beau. You really do want to torment me.”
He grinned. “Yeah, I do, and you love it.”
I couldn’t deny it. “I want you to fuck me now.”
“You think you deserve that?”
“You punished me already. That was enough. Now I want you to put your cock in my ass and make me come. I want you to use me, to ride me hard like that’s what I deserve.”
He took hold of my hands and pulled me until I was sitting up. I winced at the pressure on my ass.
“I am going to fuck you, and I’m not going to be gentle. Neither of us wants that. You took your punishment well, and that’s all I expected of you. Me fucking you? That’s about pleasure. It’s what we both need.”
I stared at him. Did he really mean that? He took my face in his hands, and the intensity of the emotion in his eyes made me dizzy. “When I said you needed to earn my respect, that you needed to earn the right to be with me, I meant you needed to stop being a brat and show me you had some discipline. That’s all about your actions. You, as a person, are enough. You deserve everything. Disciplining you is about your attitude, not about the person you are.”
“But I am a spoiled brat, and I…”
“You’re working on it. When you agreed to work at the shop, I knew right then I was wrong about you. You were willing to work for what you wanted. You just didn’t expect anyone to give you a chance.”
My mouth fell open. How the hell did he see so deep inside me? I was close to crying again.
“Hands and knees,” Beau ordered, his voice rough as if he knew I couldn’t handle any more emotional bullshit.
I turned over, quickly getting into position.
“Where’s the lube?”
“In there.” I flailed my hand in the general direction of my bedside table, then I had a terrible realization. “I don’t have any condoms.”
“I’m on PrEP, and I get tested regularly. It’s your choice, but I’d love to go bare with you.”
Oh God. The thought of him inside me with nothing between us was almost too much. “You do? I mean, I… Me too… What you said… I’m safe. I would never endanger you.”
“No, I don’t think you would. Your brother values my skills too much.”
I turned around and scowled at him. “You know that’s not why I want you safe.”
He placed a finger on my lips. “Is that a yes? You want me inside you with no barrier separating us. You want to feel my cum leaking from your ass while I watch it run down your legs?”
“Jesus, yes.”
“Don’t move,” he demanded.
I stayed exactly as I was, ass in the air, arms wrapped around a pillow, head against it. Open. Exposed. Ready to let him have me in any way he wanted.
I kept questioning what made this so hot? What made me want him as badly as I did. Was it really because he didn’t just give me what I wanted? He didn’t make it easy. He didn’t let me get away with whatever I wanted to do.
“Stop thinking,” Beau ordered. He slicked up his fingers and slid them along my ass crack.
This was going to hurt, not just because his cock was as big as the rest of him but because my ass throbbed and burned from the spanking. Beau hadn’t seemed to care that was my first spanking. He hadn’t gone easy on me. At least I hoped he hadn’t. It sure as hell hadn’t felt like it.
He teased me, circling my hole with a finger, then pushing in just enough to make me anticipate the stretch before returning to circle that sensitive skin.
“Please,” I begged. My dick ached with need, and I was sure there was a pool of precum underneath me. “I don’t want to wait.”
“You never want to wait for what you want.”
I huffed. “Nobody does.”
“True, but some of us are used to it. Some of us have had to. I think you should experience that too.”
“I’ve been waiting since last night, dammit.”
He smacked my ass again, and I yelped. Fire spread across my tender skin. “You said…” I paused to suck in air. “You said you were done with that.”
“I said I was done punishing you for what you did earlier. That doesn’t mean you won’t need punishment again.”