Damaged (Boys of Winter #2) Read Online Sheridan Anne

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Angst, Bad Boy, Dark, Romance Tags Authors: Series: Boys of Winter Series by Sheridan Anne
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Total pages in book: 143
Estimated words: 131926 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 660(@200wpm)___ 528(@250wpm)___ 440(@300wpm)
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My eyes widen. “They would have really done that?”

King nods. “Mmhmm, and he would have had no choice but to advocate for that, but he stood against it, and because he did that, you got to walk free.”

“Don’t do that,” I warn him. “You’re making him out to be a hero, but I can’t just forgive and forget. I was in a cell for four fucking days. Have you ever been locked up? Do you have any idea what it’s actually like? The loneliness, the fear?”

“No one is trying to belittle what you went through or force you to forgive him. I get it, it’s going to be a long fucking road before either of you can trust one another again, but you’re not understanding what it actually means to stand against your family like that.”

Exhaustion filters through me and I sink back against the couch, looking up at the three boys. “Then explain it to me.”

Cruz takes pity on me and drops down onto the coffee table, right where I was sitting just a minute ago. “He betrayed his whole fucking family for a girl he met a month ago, a girl who killed his father in front of his little sisters, his mother, and his whole extended family. In our world, that’s worse than any crime any of us have ever committed. Family is a sacred bond, and no matter what, you never betray that,” he explains. “And when someone does, the family has every fucking right to walk away.”

A heaviness sinks into my stomach. “Wait,” I say, my gaze flicking between them all. “What do you mean walk away?”

King sighs. “They packed up their shit and left Carver behind first thing this morning,” he says. “Do you see it now? He chose to save you over ever seeing his mother again, and unless she decides to forgive him and come home, he’ll never get to see his little sisters grow up.”

Fat tears form in my eyes and slowly run down my face. “But I … I didn’t know. I didn’t ask him to do that. He could have—”

“Could have what?” Grayson asks. “He could have condemned you to death? Left you to rot in that cell for the rest of your life? No, you know him better than that. He’d never be able to do that to you. By killing his father, you forced his hand. He had no choice but to put you in that cell. Do you think he enjoyed that?”

I look around the room, my mind an absolute mess. “But you … when I told you what happened during the trial, you got angry and went and beat him up.”

“I did,” Grayson says. “But it wasn’t out of anger. It’s what he needed to be able to live with himself.”

I nod, letting the weight of his words hit me as the tears continue falling from my eyes and splashing onto my black jeans.

I would do absolutely anything for the chance to see my family again, but Carver just gave that all up to save my life. Grayson is right; had I controlled myself on that dance floor, this all could have been avoided. I could have spoken privately with Carver afterward and we could have worked out a plan that would have given us all what we wanted, but I was reckless. I was thinking only of myself, and because of that, I forced Carver’s hand. I took his choice away.

Seeing that I need some time to process, the boys slip out of my living room and I listen as the three of them walk straight through the massive house and out the front door.

When the hell did my life get so complicated? What happened to the good old days where my only worry was what kind of reaction I’d get from the kids at a new school, and just how long I’d have to stay in each new home?

I sit on the big couch for an hour, staring at the fireplace and trying to figure out what the hell I’m supposed to do. I have so much anger built up inside me and now I’m drowning in guilt. I don’t want to forgive him. I can’t forget the lonely nights in that cell where the faceless men would come and visit me in my dreams, but he gave up his whole fucking family.

I killed his father.

Fuck. He should never have done it. He should have let me go.

I pull myself off the couch and wipe the tears on the back of my arm before walking straight out of the house. I don’t stop until I’m standing in front of the one door that I could always trust to keep the monsters at bay.

Not wanting to barge right in, I bring my hand up and gently knock against the hardwood, sending my heart into overdrive.


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