Total pages in book: 401
Estimated words: 390373 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1952(@200wpm)___ 1561(@250wpm)___ 1301(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 390373 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1952(@200wpm)___ 1561(@250wpm)___ 1301(@300wpm)
I wanted to ask, but I also didn’t want it to seem like a big deal. Because it wasn’t. Not to me or anyone else in this chamber.
Well, that wasn’t exactly true.
Tawny’s relationship with anyone was a big deal because of what I’d turned her into.
She turned, and a smile crossed her lips. When she smiled like that, it was impossible to think of her becoming cruel and cold.
Tawny sidled up to me, her voice low as she drawled, “Sooo, Attes?”
Looking around, I didn’t see him, even though I felt he was nearby. Maybe he was in the other room. “He just arrived last night.”
“He is quite…virile.”
“Virile?” I coughed.
Her lips were mashed together as she smiled, which was quite the expression. “Yes.”
“I hadn’t noticed.”
“That’s because you’re…dickmatized.” Tawny’s gaze traveled across the chamber.
“Tawny,” I whispered, swallowing a laugh as I saw Kieran frown.
“Twice over,” she added.
I started to turn.
“Meyaah Liessa,” Gianna spoke, drawing my attention as she dipped her head. She started to bow.
I shot forward, nearly running straight into Malik as Casteel let go. “That’s not necessary,” I assured her.
Gianna straightened, the center of her cheeks flushing. “Sorry,” she said softly. “It’s habit.”
“It’s okay.” I glanced behind me as Malik intercepted Casteel. I faced them, smiling. “Thank you for making sure Tawny got here in one piece.”
“No need to thank me,” Gianna replied, loosely clasping her hands in front of her lavender tunic while Tawny stared at me with raised brows. “It was an honor to do so.”
Tawny laughed. “She is lying. It was likely more of an enormous pain, considering the amount of complaining I did.”
“That’s not true.” Gianna’s perfectly bowed lips spread into a grin. “Entirely.”
I kept smiling, even though Tawny was still staring at me weirdly. “I’m still shocked that Tawny slept outside of four walls and a roof.”
Tawny snorted. “You and me both.” She turned to Gianna as she looped an arm through mine. “I’ll be right back,” she said, starting to steer me around.
“It’s good to see you,” I said to Gianna.
Surprised, Gianna blinked. “Same.”
“Poppy,” Tawny whispered as she all but dragged me past Delano’s curious gaze. “Why are you smiling like that?”
My brows knitted. “What do you mean?”
“You’re smiling with your whole face.” Tawny stopped at the entryway to the second chamber. “Like your whole face.”
“I don’t even know what that means.”
“Really?” Tawny sighed. “You were smiling like this.”
Then, she smiled, her mouth half-open and cheeks so wide they looked like they were full of cotton.
She looked ridiculous.
“I was not,” I hissed.
“You were,” Kieran remarked, his shoulder brushing mine as he entered the other chamber. He looked over his shoulder. “And it was kind of disturbing.”
My mouth dropped open as he joined Casteel and Malik, who spoke in low voices. I turned back toward Tawny. “Was I really?”
She nodded.
I cringed. “Even with my mouth open?”
“Maybe not the mouth part,” she said.
Thank the gods.
“But it was a huge smile.”
I sighed. “I was trying to be…friendly. You know, because I…”
“Threatened to feed her to barrats?”
I didn’t need to confirm that. “And because you two seem…friendly. Close.”
Pale brows arched, creating wrinkles in her warm-brown skin. “We do?”
Okay, perhaps both Casteel and I had misread their relationship. “Or not?”
“I’m kidding. We are friendly.” Tawny giggled, a white curl falling against her cheek as she leaned in. “And close.”
“Exactly how close?”
Tawny grinned as she straightened, brushing an imaginary piece of lint from her gold-hued gown. “Well…”
“Tawny,” I pressed when she fell silent.
She glanced up, her pale, nearly colorless eyes dancing with…joy. Life. So much, that it was a relief to see. It also hurt. “We are—”
“Penellaphe,” Valyn’s voice rang out from the other chamber. He stood in the entryway. “It’s close to time.”
Damn it.
“We’ll talk later,” Tawny said, turning to a serving table.
We would.
We had to.
But not just about Gianna.
“Here.” She all but shoved a glass of wine into my hands. “Drink this. You’ll do great.”
“Thank you.”
The trace of stale lilacs was barely noticeable as she hugged me and whispered, “Just don’t do that smiling thing again.”
“I’ll try not to,” I told her, my voice dry.
She laughed. “There are a lot of people out there, Poppy.” Her arms were slow to loosen. “If it gets to be too much, just look above them. Okay?”
“Okay,” I told her.
Giving me one last squeeze, she let go. I turned to where Valyn waited.
I joined him. “This feels familiar, doesn’t it?” he asked.
My mind flashed to Oak Ambler. “It does.”
“You will do as amazing as you did then.” He ducked as we passed under the archway. “I have complete faith in you.”
“Thank you.” I took a sip of the dry wine. “It will be easier with Casteel here.”
“Perhaps,” he said with a half-smile so similar to his sons’, his gaze finding them standing with Kieran. A sweet, almost bubbly emotion rose in him as he stopped. Noticing my stare, he laughed softly. “Sorry. I’m still not used to seeing them together. Much to my shame, I had accepted…” His voice faded, taking his smile with it.