Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 76693 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 307(@250wpm)___ 256(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76693 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 307(@250wpm)___ 256(@300wpm)
If he couldn’t figure out Nolan’s sexuality without it being stated out loud, that meant Nolan hadn’t figured out Cam’s.
Holy shit, he’d been as clueless as Nolan. To be fair, he needed to do a little confessing himself.
Cam locked his gaze with a wide-eyed Nolan. “I also have a confession to make.”
Nolan’s lips parted slightly and a soft breath puffed out. “What?”
“I’m bi, too.”
“What?” came out on almost a shout.
Cam nodded. “It’s true. But… I’ve only known you to date women.”
“I’ve also dated men. I just didn’t discuss it. But, damn, I always thought you were straight, too. You were married and—” Nolan closed his eyes and shook his head. When he opened them again, he said, “We’re idiots. Of course you were married. Of course I dated women…” He slapped a hand onto his forehead and groaned. “We’re both bisexual. I kept a lid on it because I was worried about being harassed at work.”
“Same.” Cam sighed.
“I have another confession to make…”
What could be bigger than what he just revealed?
“I’ve wanted you since the day I’ve met you.”
Holy shit. He thought he was surprised from the first confession, but this just blew that out of the water.
“I wish you would’ve said something sooner because I’ve wanted you for years, too.”
Nolan’s mouth gaped. “I wish you would’ve said something.”
They’d both been fools. Their reasoning had been the same: their careers. But two friends should be able to be open with each other. “Jesus. We’ve wasted so much time.”
“I’m not sure it could’ve been avoided. Even if we didn’t keep the secret from each other, we would’ve had to keep it from everyone else.”
“Not everyone,” Cam murmured.
Unfortunately, that realization was too little, too late. However, they could make up for that mistake now. And Cam planned on doing just that.
He cupped Nolan’s face with one hand while grabbing his hip with the other to pull him even closer. Close enough that their warm breaths kissed each other’s lips and their hips pressed together. “Do you still want me?”
“You have no idea,” Nolan whispered. “Do you still want me?”
The uncertainty in his hazel eyes stabbed Cam right in the chest. “Absolutely.”
“Then I don’t want to waste another min—”
Cam captured the rest of Nolan’s words when he smashed his mouth against his friend’s. Loyal friend and hopefully soon to be lover.
The fire in his gut started as a flicker, then grew to a roar as their tongues clashed and tangled. As their groans meshed.
His cock, now as hard as steel, began to pulse. It was like an arrow seeking its target.
That target happened to be the man he was locking lips with.
Nolan’s fingers dug into Cam’s waist as they held each other close and ground their erections together.
While the kissing was great, Cam wanted nothing more than to be inside Nolan. But he needed to keep his head. He was at work. In his office. And he had a team that reported to him and could enter the outer office area at any time.
Not only that, but Cam reported directly to the resort owners. He didn’t want to risk this job. It was perfect for him and would only be getting better once Nolan joined the team.
Nolan pulled his head back just slightly. “I want this—boy, do I want this—but I don’t want this to ruin our friendship.”
“We won’t let it,” Cam murmured against Nolan’s neck before sucking on it.
“That might be out of our control.”
“We control our destiny.” Okay, that belief might be somewhat lame, but it was true at its core. At least it didn’t cause Nolan to burst out laughing.
They might not be able to fuck in Cam’s office. He didn’t keep lube or condoms in his desk, anyway. Plus, he had no idea yet if Nolan preferred to pitch or catch.
Despite that, Cam really needed to get his hands on him. To finally touch Nolan as he had dreamed about for so long. To make sure this was real—the man before him was real—and not one of his fantasies. “Tell me this is real and finally happening.”
With his head tipped to the side, Nolan moaned as Cam sucked on his warm flesh even harder before giving it a sharp nip.
“It…it might be. Do it again and I’ll get back to you,” Nolan encouraged.
Cam smiled and captured his flesh between his teeth, gently tugging on it before swiping his tongue over the same spot. He ran his nose up Nolan’s pounding pulse and took his mouth again, but this time he also grabbed the man’s ass and squeezed.
That ass would be his soon enough.
He hoped so, anyway. Because Cam was not a bottom and never had been. If Nolan wasn’t either…that could be a problem. But they could talk about that detail later, couldn’t they? Why ruin the moment now?
Not when he’d wanted this for years. And it sounded like Nolan had wanted the same.