Winning With Him (Men of Summer #2) Read Online Lauren Blakely

Categories Genre: M-M Romance, Romance, Sports Tags Authors: Series: Men of Summer Series by Lauren Blakely
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Total pages in book: 99
Estimated words: 96875 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 484(@200wpm)___ 388(@250wpm)___ 323(@300wpm)
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He doesn’t know that I miss him desperately. That I’m so much more than sorry. That I regret how badly I handled everything, from the text to that last phone call.

Every day I replay what I could have done, should have done, starting with opening up.

“I majored in English in college,” I blurt out in my first attempt to do just that.

He cocks his head. “That so?”

“I did. Most people don’t know. Chance and I had some stupid convo about it earlier this summer, and I didn’t even tell him. I just let him think I majored in art history. But I studied English lit.” I realize I’ve been a closed book, and I want Grant to know something about me that others don’t. “I minored in poetry.”

A smile teases at his lips. “T.S. Eliot. You took poetry classes,” he says softly, remembering the night I gave him the barest of details. A night in bed in Arizona, the first night I stayed in his room.

“And you studied history,” I say, recalling every second of our pillow talk. “But took classes in mythology.”

“I did.” Grant tilts his head like he’s trying to understand me. And I want so badly to be understood. I just don’t know how.

“I didn’t take a single art history class,” I admit.

“Why don’t you tell people you majored in English?”

“I don’t tell people a lot of things,” I say, my gaze locked on his blue eyes like they’re an anchor as I start to show a sliver of who I am.

“I’ve noticed,” he says, but it’s no judgment, just an observation. “And ‘November Rain’ is your favorite song?”

“Yes, but only recently. Before then it was anything by Pearl Jam.”

“And now it’s a Guns N’ Roses tune?” I swear there’s hope in Grant’s voice, like he knows why I’m saying that tune rocks my world.

I swallow past a dry patch in my throat. “Yes. Now it’s my favorite.” I can’t look away from him. I don’t want to as I come closer to saying how I feel. “Reminds me of someone.”

He breathes out hard, his eyes glimmering with a faint hint of longing. “Songs will do that. Good tune,” he says, his voice going quieter too, and husky, like mine.

“Definitely,” I say, and the fact that he’s not leaving emboldens me. Here in the bathroom of a pool hall in Murray Hill, I peel back another layer. “I bought this place on the Upper East Side. It looks over the river. There’s a sushi joint on the corner, and I order out a lot because I can’t cook.”

“I can’t cook either,” he says. “Maybe someday I’ll learn.”

“Same here. I want to learn too. But until then, there’s takeout. And the sushi place is owned by two ladies. They’re together. That’s important to me, to support it, and them.” I know this only scratches the surface, but it’s something.

It has to count for something.

His lips quirk up, a sign that maybe it does. “I hear ya, man.”

It’s a reply to the last thing I said, but I also hope he means that he hears me. That he hears what I’m trying to say.

Some things, though, aren’t hard to say at all. Some truths come easy. “You look incredible,” I say, low and smoky as my skin sizzles.

He crosses his arms. As he stares at me, a hint of amusement plays across Grant’s blue eyes. One side of his kissable mouth lifts in a smirk. “Dude, are you coming on to me in the bathroom of a pool hall?”

I smile and shrug, owning it. But when I speak, it’s without flirting, teasing or toying. “Seeing you fries my brain, Grant. It always has.”

And now I want him.

Want our bodies to collide.

“I know the feeling,” Grant murmurs, licking the corner of his lips, his gaze never straying from mine.

The air crackles, charged like the edge of a storm. I want to stop time, to live in these seconds before a lightning strike. I want to close the distance and hold his face, fuse my mouth to his, erase the mistake I made.

I don’t. I need to regroup—not to act on impulse but to devise a real game plan for getting back to him.

After a few more seconds, he tips his forehead to the door behind me. “I should go,” he says roughly. He takes a step closer, reaching for the handle, but I don’t move my hand from the doorknob.

When his palm touches mine, it’s a chemical reaction.

It’s electricity and fire, spontaneous combustion.

I shudder. “Grant.” His name comes out full of unchecked heat.

He turns his head toward me in slow motion, his jaw dangerously close to my lips. His breath hitches—a soft, barely audible pant of desire as his face nears mine.

We could kiss.

Right here. Right now.

That clean, barbershop scent goes straight to my head. He’s inches away, and my mouth is watering.


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